Taylor Swift feat Zayn Malik: I Don’t Wanna Live Forever



It’s a totally different sound but I like it, it’s for the movie “Fifty Shades Darker”, she wrote the song with Sam Dew and collaborated with Zayn Malik. The song was produced by Jack Antonoff like mostly everything from Taylor.

It took one week to produce this song as Jack let us know via twitter, Zayn sent his record parts from LA and then they produced it together in one day I think, cause Zayn posted a pic on Instagram were Taylor has a dress that we saw already back in September when they were spotted together with Gigi Hadid.

This is the link for iTunes, go buy it for your Friday night:


Been sitting eyes wide open behind these four walls
(Hoping you’d call)
It’s just a cruel existence like there’s no point hoping at all…

Baby, baby, I feel crazy, up all night, all night and every day
Give me something, oh, but you say nothing
What is happening to me?

I don’t wanna live forever, ’cause I know I’ll be living in vain
And I don’t wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home!

I’m sitting eyes wide open and I got one thing stuck in my mind
Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life

Baby, baby, I feel crazy, up all night, all night and every day
I gave you something, but you gave me nothing
What is happening to me?

I don’t wanna live forever, ’cause I know I’ll be living in vain
And I don’t wanna fit (fit, babe) wherever (wherever)
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home

I’ve been looking sad in all the nicest places
Baby, baby, I feel crazy
I see you around in all these empty faces
All night, all night and every day
I’ve been looking sad in all the nicest places
Give me something, oh, but you say nothing
Now I’m in a cab, I tell ’em where your place is
What is happening to me?

I don’t wanna live forever, ’cause I know I’ll be living in vain
And I don’t wanna fit wherever…

I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home

I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home
Until you come back home…






Last week was such an awful week for the world. Nice was attacked by terrorist, 84 people were killed. The day after the attack another tragedy happened in Turkey 265 people was killed.

And still, I don’t understand how people care more about a stupid feud between pop stars, that are clearly trying to get attention cause people have a more serious problem to think about than them.. but I am wrong on this too.

Last week, one of the most famous DJ known as Calvin Harris decided to throw some shit on her ex-gf, after, her peeps, decided to release the news that we all known from the beginning, that she wrote his late single. So instead of being thankful for it, he decided to create a scandal. (Just to get more attention on a song that already is the summer hit.)

Now, let’s get some straight point, yes I am a huge fan of Taylor Swift, I’ve followed her for 10+ years, but my friends knows that I am objective on everything. I’ve been a huge fan of a lot of people, but in the moment they strike something wrong, I am out.

So my question is easy, how people care more about tearing down a person, that honestly is just taking some time off, instead of caring about this world that we live in.

I am just tired, to get on Twitter and see people tearing down a pop star that it’s not doing anything wrong from my POV.

I mean, let’s say the story in another way, okay?

“We have ‘Beth’ in the picture, she is a young girl, she just turned 18 and she finally made it in the big music world, her dream since she was 11. When she was in middle school, she was bullied, like we all are, just cause she preferred staying home with the family, and sing and write songs than going out with friends and be cool. In high school, she started to have the first boyfriends, first heartbreaks, first crushes (like WE all do) but she hasn’t been lucky in love. She was cheated on, she was lied on. (like it happens to all of US)
Let’s skip 10 years forward, ‘Beth’ is the most famous singer in the world, and one of the richest one. She made billion of dollars, she sold millions of albums, won thousands award and still she is the most hated person in the world.
She wrote a song about all the haters, actually two songs, and became even more famous. What people don’t know is that ‘Beth’, didn’t use only her breakups to write songs, she wrote songs about a friend that died, she wrote a song about a little kid with cancer cause his story touched her so much that she wanted to do something for his family, she wrote songs about friendship, she wrote songs for her friend’s love and heartbreaks.
So Beth only did what she loves: songwriting. Still, people prefer to tear her down cause she is this crazy boyfriend addicted person.”

Does it sound different to you if I change the name? Does it sound awful? Does it remind you of one of your friend who has been cheating on?

What if Taylor was a boy? Will she have the same hate? Cause it took Calvin one tweet and nobody I saw, judge him for it, right? (and he has history about tearing ex gf down)

And now we have other two nemeses of TS, “the Kardashian’s clan”, let’s say that I didn’t know anything about them till they started to hate on Taylor or with the transgender “scandal”, that’s how much I care about people that think that showing their naked body on Instagram is the way to show that you can accept yourself whatever size you are, that’s bold to show your naked body, HELL NO! I can love myself, my body without showing my boobs or my ass to the entire world, it’s not sexy, it’s vulgar, gross, whatever you wanna put it.
Let’s get back to the point.. so the lovely clan, famous for.. what honestly? (Apart from Caitlin, the only good thing about that family) just tearing people down and showing boobs and a reality show that I’ve never watched cause I have a life to live??

So, they recorded this video, whatever, where Taylor DOESN’T (listen to it, people), approve the real lyrics of the most hideous song ever, (cause if the only way to make yourself popular is to show naked celebrity body in your music video, I am sorry for you!) she founds it funny and whatever, but still she didn’t sign off for everything that happened after and for the right lyrics.

Selena Gomez, Taylor’s BFF, of course, like any best friend would do, kinda defended her friend but she got attacked for a stupid thing like she didn’t write about the terrorist attacks? So what? Do you think this will make things better? Plus, anyone is free to write whatever they want, that doesn’t make you less human or that you show that you don’t care. Fuck off people. What do you think? That you tearing down and bully someone cause it’s famous, makes you a better person? No, it freaking doesn’t. You should all grow up.

Yes, it’s weird her relationship with Tom Hiddleston, but honestly, it’s her life, not mine. As long as she keeps her clothes on (something impossible in this business) and she writes her songs, I am fine with it.

Now the world, instead of thinking about what should we do about these freaking terrorist attacks and care more about going outside and live their life, prefer to talk about these. Stop watching your phone or tablet or laptop and just go outside and look around you.

And with this, I finish, I just had enough of the drama..



Taylor never go out of style

February Friday 13th, somebody will think is a day that brings bad luck. Somebody will be relieved because the weekend is finally here and they don’t work. Somebody will be exited for the date that they will have the day after.
But something greater happened this day, today. Taylor Swift released her new single (not so new to me, since I listen to her album everyday!) “Style” ‘s music video.

Before I get into the comment of the video, I must say that I listen to this song on a daily base because it reminds me of the guy that I have a big crush on. I just love the chorus with the James Dean reference and red lipstick.

The video stars with Taylor’s profile that fades into a cave that has the same profile and I am really hoping that they will give us a BTS video because this is crazy, it must have taken days to find something like that. And we see him on a beach and we hearlarge waves.

Then the music starts and a few images rolls on, we got Taylor barefoot in a forest and we got him in what I guess is a room. Then again this shape of Taylor mixed with a forest.

We can see how he thinks about her and she thinks about him and the story that they had.

Before the chorus starts, we have this image of Taylor and a broken mirror or glass that goes with the lyrics “I know exactly where it leads but I watch us go around and around each time” large-5

You can see it in different ways, but how I see it, it’s that you already have been broken from that person but you can’t resist from going back to him and you know that you will finish broken anyway.

I love the idea of using pieces of mirrors with one of another and maybe showing that they knew who they used to be but they are so different from what they were, especially in the part where she holds a piece of mirror with her own reflection.

Then versus 2 starts and he is in a car, he watch in the rearview mirror and he sees him, this could mean that he’s looking at the past.

And then the scene pass to them being together again, they know they miss each other and what it used to be so they get caught in that circle again.

So for the chorus again, this time, we got a storm, probably all the feelings that they feel for each olarge-4ther, then we got rain that could be feeling bad or that wash away all the pain and then there is the sun coming up again, starting to feel better and at the end the rainbow, because after a storm there is always a rainbow.

Then we got all flashbacks, present images, the “I don’t know what to do about these feelings, are they really gone? are they still there?”

At the end she seems lost in the woods and he is the one to find her because at the end he probably is the one that know her the best.

This is my interpretation of the video of course, it might mean something completely different. However, I think this is definitely one of the best video that I’ve ever saw because it’s not just a playback video, the graphic is absolutely gorgeous.

I was really waiting for this video and it’s stunning. She did an amazing job with it. The general idea is brilliant.

One thing that I noticed is how much she grew up and not in a bad way, like a lot of stars, she is so classy and I am pretty sure that we are growing up together because I’ve never felt so close to her like in the past 2 years and half.

We both got our heart broken and we both decided to focus on ourselves large-3and don’t let some stupid guy to decide our happiness.

It’s really good that I got her as one of my idols, as someone to look up to.

Thanks Taylor, for everything. You never disappoint me. You never..go out of style. (See what I did here?! lol)

Your super fan,


P.S.: one of my colleague said to me the past month “She should know who really loves her” about me being super fan of Taylor and talking about her everyday. I’ve actually convinced one of my colleague to download the album. And now she sings with me.

The singer that helped me to feel.

It was back in 2007 when a music video called “Teardrops of my guitar” had starring one of the actor from my favorite tv show ever. At that time, I couldn’t imagine that the singer would have changed my complete life after that.

Straight after that song came out, one of my classmate of that time suggested me to listen to a song called “Our song” and I knew already that song because the fact that THAT singer was a fan of my favorite tv show made me already a fan of her. Even if she was blonde. And it was a time that I didn’t like blonde girls (and I became one some year after!).IMG_5823

Well, if you still didn’t get it, the singer was the amazing human being that is Taylor Swift.

Yesterday, it was Taylor’s birthday. Her magic number 13, that somehow, it became a lucky number for me too.

AIMG_5943 lot of people don’t like her and don’t understand why is she so popular because she doesn’t have a strong voice or she is too skinny or she is a kid because she sings only about her ex boyfriends. Well, that’s just general knowledge that media likes to talk about.

If you just will give her a try and understand her true story, you may understand a lot about that ex girlfriend of yours that broke your heart or actually what you did to her when you decided to cheat on her.

But Taylor doesn’t sings only about this, she wrote a song for a kid that died of cancer, she goes to visit fans in hospitals and sings with them, she writes about having fun and be yourself because there is nothing wrong in that. She writes about being that shy dork that can’t take the courage to say to a guy that she likes him.

Taylor saved me a lot, especially in the past year. She was the only thing that I was holding on to. She was the one that made me understand that it’s right to feel a lot.

IMG_5855Taylor just writes everybody story.

She reminds you about being Fifteen and believe so much in love that you are too naive to understand when it’s not real.

And then when you thought that you had the first real Love Story but he was only playing with you and he just liked the attention. But you are so in love with love that you are just waiting for someone to show up on The Other Side of The Door.
Taylor taught us that it’s normal to have a crush on a Superstar and don’t be ashamed of it, instead sing to him and scream his name, even if you are just a normal girl.

More time pass, more I relate to her, and I feel like we are both experiencing the same thing. Especially when you just believe so much in someone, when you are just 100% yourself and they leave you behind and all that you are left with are the memories that you remember All Too Well. And even if you thought at that time that it would have last Forever And Always, you are just left with a broken heart.

But then you have that moment when you understand that they are just another Picture To Burn and that you have to pick up all the pieces and Begin Again.

And when they reach back to you, you just have to let them know that “All You Had To Do Was Stay”.

Tay made me realize how much I love simply a month of the year and all I wanna do is gIMG_5910o Back To December all the time because something amazing always happens. But especially she taught me that people will always be Mean and the only way to get over them it’s to Shake It Off because if you get angry, you just waste a lot of energy that you can use in something else. Something better.

Well, I can just say: Thank you Taylor. I saw you twice and it was a great experience both of times. I just wished I could have actually talked to you and make you understand that I don’t feel like a normal fan but that I actually understand your real message in a lot of songs.

I wish I could see you the next year too but I don’t think I’ll be able to.

I hope you had The Best Day yesterday,


Franc    esca