You try to live your life as it comes, every day something new. But that doesn’t last forever. You try to make a plan for your life. But that doesn’t happen.
So you try to feel like you should just give up and leave everything fucked up as it is and be miserable cause even if YOU ARE FIGHTING BACK, nothing is happening.
So what’s the next step? After you are using all your positive vibes into something and still bad things are happening or nothing is happening, what you should do next?
Well, this is where I am stuck now. What should I do now? Find another way that I won’t like and wait that something will get together somehow.
I don’t know. I just wanna get it right for once.