Pursuing happiness..

Will you ever find that peace? How do you find that peace with yourself?

Women keep saying that if you don’t believe in yourself, if you don’t think that you are not beautiful inside or out, people won’t see that.
It might be true with some of them, but not for all.
Some friends can see you beautiful even when you are in the worst moment but that is it enough for you?

For me it isn’t. 

There is always that little thing, that loads say that it’s stupid, that one boy or girl that, you know, will make you feel you special. Will make you feel like there is no one else that count in your life. (Outside your family!) especially when all your friends have already somebody in their life that makes them feel this and you are by yourself. Alone. Depressed. For what? Because you are tired of being independent? You are tired of loneliness?

I think the answer is just that when you are getting older, you pass your “teenager time” and you haven’t been with loads of people, you start to wonder what’s you problem? What is the thing that makes everybody run away? Is it you? Or people just grow apart?

So many question and no answers.

How do you find your own happiness? How do you find yourself? When every single time you try, your entire world smash on you?

I can’t find it. And I am at that moment where I don’t even wanna bother because if I feel happy for a second, something happens for sure. 100%. It’s like I’ve been cursed. Can’t be happy. I have to be miserable.

How can I find it? When everything is wrong and it has been wrong since day 1?

never losing hope to find happiness,


Julian: But happiness is a mood,and it’s a condition,not a destination.It’s like being tired
or hungry.It’s not permanent.It comes and goes,and that’s okay.And I feel like if people thought of it that way,they’d find happiness a lot more often.
Brooke:So, you think it’s okay to be a little miserable every now and then…
…Even when you have great things in your life?
Julian: Is it okay to be a little hungry now and then?
Brooke: Happiness is a mood, not a destination.I like that.


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